Take Control *Laur*

[lauren dawn willis]

addy,

i know, but the family, my family, is very big about secrets i guess. i have always been told to keep things away from people, even when i was a little kid.

- laur.

[adelisa ticking cloquewerk]

Laur,

i understand, i just hope maybe i can be the one person you can learn to trust. after all, your the only one that knows i'm dads test subject and i still cry over mom. i just want you to know i love you like the older sister that smacks me on the head when i blame myself for mom's death.

<33 Addy

[lauren dawn willis]

addy,

thanks. i am glad that i am that for you. :]

yeah. do you know how i feel about george and all that? just a question to see if you are up to date on everything.

- laur.

[adelisa ticking cloquewerk]

Laur,

i've been up to date for a while laur. your like madly in love with him.

<33 Addy

[lauren dawn willis]

addy,

damn it.

how obvious is it addy, please tell me.

- laur.

[adelisa ticking cloquewerk]

Laur,

it isn't don't worry you hide it well. but as i've never had a boyfriend before i've seen a lot of other love sick puppies. so by now i know how to tell.

<33 Addy

[lauren dawn willis]

addy,

whew. that's good then because otherwise fred would freak out. so what about your love life? how it is going over there?

- laur.

[adelisa ticking cloquewerk]

Laur,

i'm miserable. i have no idea what cormac wants from me. HELP!!!

<33 Addy

p.s. you still want me to talk to your brother?

[lauren dawn willis]

addy,

well, if he doesn't seem to be truly interested, why go after him?

ps: yeah. i will note you when the time comes.

- laur.

[adelisa ticking cloquewerk]

Laur,

i don't know, i think i might be edging closer to the "desperate" category

<33 Addy

[lauren dawn willis]

addy,

don't ever be desperate addy. you are an awesome person, and you need to let yourself know that you should only get the best.

- laur.

[adelisa ticking cloquewerk]

Aug 5, 2009 16:55:34 GMT lauren dawn willis said:

addy,

don't ever be desperate addy. you are an awesome person, and you need to let yourself know that you should only get the best.

- laur.

Laur,

i guess your right....well to add on to the thousands of secrets about me you already know this will sound kind of stupid but when i was a little girl when dad put me to bed after mom died he'd always say

"this world was never meant for someone as beautiful as you"

i guess that's really what get's me through the day because i always knew that he never blamed me for her death and wanted me to be happy. but i guess with the boyfriend thing he'd prefer me be 40 before i dated. har har

<33 Addy

[lauren dawn willis]

addy,

aww. your father is right you know. you are very beautiful as a person addy and you shouldn't let others get to you.

my father told me something similar once. he told me also that i needed to go after my dreams and do what i felt was right.

even though my dad confuses me, he is my hero and i look up to him a lot.

- laur.

[adelisa ticking cloquewerk]

Laur,

you always know just what to say to make me feel better. so i'm going to officially ask for your help. plz laur, help me with my love life.

<33 Addy

[lauren dawn willis]

addy,

you're asking me for help on your love life? oh boy.

who all do you like right now. and, please don't leave anybody out or i will steal your gum stash, because i figured out where it is.

- laur.