((COLOR ME MAD)) SILAS ASHFORD

[silas elias ashford]

¡!PROFESSOR SILAS ELIAS ASHFORD¡!
{when i'm crashing through the madness, not sure who i'm supposed to be,when i'm caught up in the darkness, it's your hand that's leading me}

*can't you see i don't care
WAS SITTING ON MY DOORSTEP I HUNG UP THE PHONE PLOTTING MY DEATH
AND IT FELL OUT OF MY HAND BUT I KNEW I HAD TO DO HARDCORE HATING
IT AND HE WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND SO HARD TO SEE HATE FROM FIRST LOOK
MYSELF WITHOUT HIM I FELT A PIECE OF MY HEART NEVER LIKED EACHOTHER
BREAK BUT WHEN YOU'RE STANDING AT A CROSSROAD MUTUAL ANNOYANCE
THERE'S A CHOICE YOU GOTTA MAKE I GUESS IT'S GONNA ONE SIDED ANNOYANCE
HAVE TO HURT I GUESS I'M GONNA HAVE TO CRY AND HATED FROM THE START
LET GO OF SOME THINGS I'VE LOVED TO GET TO THE CHEATED ON YOU
OTHER SIDE I GUESS IT'S GONNA BREAK ME DOWN CHEATED ON ME
LIKE FALLING WHEN YOU'RE TRYING TO FLY IT'S SAD USED ME
BUT SOMETIMES MOVING ON WITH THE REST OF YOUR USED YOU
LIFE STARTS WITH GOODBYE I KNOW THERE'S A BLUE HOUSE RIVALS
HORIZON SOMEWHERE UP AHEAD, JUST WAITING FOR ME DISLIKE
BUT GETTING THERE MEANS LEAVING THINGS BEHIND GO TO HELL
SOMETIMES LIFE'S SO BITTER SWEET I GUESS IT'S GONNA ONE SIDED DISLIKE
HAVE TO HURT I GUESS I'M GONNA HAVE TO CRY, AND MUTUAL DISLIKE
LET GO OF SOME THINGS I'VE LOVED TO GET TO THE OTHER ENVY
SIDE I GUESS IT'S GONNA BREAK ME DOWN LIKE FALLING JELIOUSY
WHEN YOU'RE TRYIN TO FLY IT'S SAD BUT SOMETIMES AVOIDANCE
MOVING ON WITH THE REST OF YOUR LIFE STARTS WITH ANNOYANCE
GOODBYE TIME TIME HEALS THE WOUNDS THAT YOU FEEL LOVE AND HATE
SOMEHOW RIGHT NOW I GUESS IT'S GONNA HAVE TO HURT FRIENDLY RIVAL
I GUESS I'M GONNA HAVE TO CRY AND LET GO OF SOME INDIFFRENCE
THINGS I'VE LOVED TO GET TO THE OTHER SIDE I GUESS SCARED OF YOU
IT'S GONNA BREAK ME DOWN LIKE FALLING WHEN YOU'RE SCARED OF ME
TRYING TO FLY IT'S SAD BUT SOMETIMES MOVING ON WITH TOLLERANCE
THE REST OF YOUR LIFE STARTS WITH GOODBYE I GUESS HATE BY REPUTATION
I'M GONNA HAVE TO CRY AND LET GO OF SOME THINGS EX
I'VE LOVED TO GET TO THE OTHER SIDE STARTS WITH DISTRUST
GOODBYE LIKE FALLING WHEN YOU'RE TRYING TO FLY IT'S ONCE UPON A TIME
SAD BUT SOMETIMES MOVING ON WITH THE REST OF YOUR FRUSTRATION
LIFE STARTS WITH GOODBYE OTHER


*always and forever we are close
IN THE CIRCLES I'VE BEEN RUNNING I'VE COVERED DIE TOGETHER
MANY MILES AND I COULD SEARCH FOREVER FOR NEARLY FOREVER
WHAT'S RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES JUST WHEN I THOUGHT LOVE OF THE LIFE
I'D FOUND IT IT WAS NOTHING LIKE I'D PLANNED WHEN BEST FRIEND LOVE
I GOT MY HEART AROUND IT IT SLIPPED RIGHT THROUGH EX GOOD TERMS
MY HANDS HERE WITH YOU I FEEL IT I CLOSE MY EYES EX BAD TERMS
AND SEE IT IN A MIDNIGHT TALK IN A MORNING KISS FLIRTATION
WHEN I'M IN YOUR ARMS, THAT'S WHERE IT IS WHEN CURRENT
WE'RE TANGLED UP AND CAN'T RESIST WHEN WE FEEL FUTURE
THAT RUSH THAT'S WHERE IT IS THAT'S WHERE IT IS ONE NIGHT STAND
WHEN I'M CRASHING THROUGH THE MADNESS NOT SURE FORBIDDEAN
WHO I'M SUPPOSED TO BE WHEN I'M CAUGHT UP IN THE CRUSH ON YOU
DARKNESS IT'S YOUR HAND THAT'S LEADING ME YOU CRUSH ON ME
BRING ME BACK TO SOLID GROUND YOU LIFT ME UP MUTUAL CRUSH
RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW IN A MIDNIGHT TALK IN A SECRET LOVE
MORNING KISS WHEN I'M IN YOUR ARMS THAT'S WHERE MISTAKE HOOKUP
IT IS WHEN WE'RE TANGLED UP AND CAN'T RESIST WHEN ATTRACTION
WE FEEL THAT RUSH THAT'S WHERE IT IS IT'S A LIFE ONE SIDED ATTRACTION
TIME FILLED WITH TIGHT EMBRACES THE BIGGEST FLING
THINGS IN THE SMALLEST PLACES IN A MIDNIGHT TALK RANDOM MAKE OUT
IN A MORNING KISS WHEN I'M IN YOUR ARMS THAT'S LED YOU ON
WHERE IT IS WHEN WE'RE TANGLED UP AND CAN'T RESIST LED ME ON
WHEN WE FEEL THAT RUSH, THAT'S WHERE IT IS IN THE MUTUAL LEAD ON
SWEETEST SMILE ON A NIGHT LIKE THIS AND A TENDER NO LOVE
TOUCH THAT'S WHERE IT IS WHEN WE'RE TANGLED UP ON AND OFF
AND CAN'T RESIST WHEN WE FEEL THAT RUSH THAT'S THOUGHT IT WAS LOVE
WHERE IT IS THAT'S WHERE IT IS OTHER


*always crossing and leaving
I COULDN'T SLEEP LAST NIGHT I WALKED ALONE ON THE WE ARE FAMILY
BEACH WHERE WE ALWAYS USED TO GO WHEN WE PARTY BUDDIES
COULDN'T HOOK UP AT HOME I THOUGHT OF YOU AND DRINKING BUDDIES
THE TIME WE JUMPED THE FENCE POOL-SIDE STRIPPED FRIENDS WITH EXTRAS
DOWN WE DOVE RIGHT IN AND THE COPS CHASED US PRANK PAL
AGAIN WHEN YOU WERE MINE YOU KNOW WE HAD IT BEST GIRL
ALL IN FRONT OF US YOU WERE THE ONE I WAS IN LOVE BEST GUY
BUT YOU ALWAYS HURT THE ONE YOU LOST I COULDN'T HARMLESS FLIRT
GET ENOUGH YOU WERE EVERYTHING THAT'S BAD FOR EX FRIENDS (WHY?)
ME MAKE NO APOLOGIES I CRUSHED BLACK AND BLUE IN PASSING
BUT YOU KNOW I'D DO IT ALL AGAIN FOR YOU TODAY STRANGERS
DRESSED UP IN DESIGNER DRUGS DEDICATED TO THE SECRET FRIENDS
ONE I'LL ALWAYS LOVE THE ONE WHO REALLY MESSED ON AND OFF
ME UP I LET YOU TAKE THE WHEEL AND THE DRIVER'S FRIEND OF A FREND
SEAT STRAPPED IN SO YOU GET THE BEST OF ME NOW OLD FRIEND
WHAT'S LEFT ARE THE MEMORIES WHEN YOU WERE MINE NEW FRIEND
YOU KNOW WE HAD IT ALL IN FRONT OF US YOU WERE FIRST NAME BASIS
THE ONE I WAS IN LOVE BUT YOU ALWAYS HURT THE FRIEND TURNED ENIMIES
ONE YOU LOST I COULDN'T GET ENOUGH YOU WERE ENIMIES TURNED FRIENDS
EVERYTHING THAT'S BAD FOR ME MAKE NO APOLOGIES CHILDHOOD FRIENDS
I CRUSHED BLACK AND BLUE BUT YOU KNOW I'D DO IT JUST ANOTHER FACE
ALL AGAIN FOR YOU I AM STANDING IN THE OCEAN RAIN IN PASSING
ROUGH AND READY FOR YOUR DEADLY GAME I'VE GOT HELLO IN THE HALLS
NOWHERE ELSE TO GO WE HAD IT ALL IN FRONT OF US STARTING TO LIKE
YOU WERE THE ONE I WAS IN LOVE BUT YOU ALWAYS SMALL ANNOYANCE
HURT THE ONE YOU LOST I COULDN'T GET ENOUGH YOU GOOD FRIENDS
WERE EVERYTHING THAT'S BAD FOR ME MAKE NO BAD FRIENDS
APOLOGIES I CRUSHED BLACK AND BLUE BUT YOU KNOW ATTACHED AT THE HIP
I'D DO IT ALL AGAIN FOR YOU YOU KNOW I'D DO IT ALL CONFIDANT
AGAIN FOR YOU I SWEAR I'D DO IT ALL AGAIN FOR YOU OTHER


*you're always in my thoughts
ALLOW ME TO EXAGGERATE A MEMORY OR TWO WHERE SHOLDER TO CRY ON
SUMMER'S LASTED LONGER THAN WELL LONGER THAN STEP/MOTHER
WE DO WHEN NOTHING REALLY MATTERED EXCEPT FOR STEP/FATHER
ME TO BE WITH YOU BUT IN TIME WE ALL FORGOTTEN BROTHER
WE ALL GREW YOUR MELODY SOUNDS AS SWEET AS SISTER
THE FIRST TIME IT WAS SUNG WITH A LITTLE BIT MORE AUNT/UNCLE
CHARACTER FOR SHOW AND BY THE TIME YOUR FATHER'S STALKER
HEARD OF ALL THE WRONG YOU'VE DONE AND I'M PUTTINGMIXED FEELINGS
OUT THE LANTERN FIND YOUR OWN WAY BACK HOME I'VEPROTECTION OF ME/YOU
FORGOTTEN HOW TO SING BEFORE I SUNG THIS SONG THERE FOR ME/YOU
I'LL WRITE IT ALL ACROSS THIS WALL BEFORE MY JOB HERO
IS DONE AND I'LL EVEN HAVE THE COURTESY OF INSPIRATION
ADMITTING I WAS WRONG AS THE FINAL WORDS BEFORE RESPECT YOU/ME
I'M DEAD AND GONE YOU'VE NEVER BEEN SO DIVINE IN NEVER SPOKEN
ACCEPTING YOUR DEFEAT AND I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE WHO?
SCARED TO BE ALONE IF LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH TO PUT FUTURE FAMILY (HOW?)
MY ENEMIES TO SLEEP THEN I'M PUTTING OUT THE LANTERNJUST ANOTHER FACE
FIND YOUR OWN WAY BACK HOME OTHER


*you take care now
made by the oh-so awesome, jenny of serenity island. if you want one, just ask. please don't steal, staling is not cool. i spent allot of time working on it, getting it just right for sarah-dear. a headache i got 'cause of the music. i had to get the songs just right otherwise i would have been without anything to do. colors were selected back in june by jasc paint shop pro, and i used it again. the songs used are: folkin around by panic at the disco (love!), all again for you by we the kings (more love!), that's where it is by carrie underwood, and starts with goodbye, also by carrie underwood. um, yeah. so i'll post in yours if you post in mine. i mean, really. common cirdicy, people. again, do not steal of the flying monkeys of doom will come and chop your head off.

[silas elias ashford]

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hey there, my name's [color=F958EF for girls or 6282FA for boys]NAME IN ALL CAPS HERE[/color]. i'm [color=FF4545]AGE IN LETTERS HERE[/color] and i'm a [color=FF4545]HOUSE/MEMBER GROUP HERE[/color]. but to silas, i'm just [color=FF4545]LEAVE BLANK, I FILL IN[/color].

-relationships here, quote for colors and do at least 3. make them accurate and live up to them-

YOUR NAME IN CAPS HERE says ;; "all lower case, what your character thinks of tristan with a brief description of how they know each other/where they met. at least 3 sentences, don't be skimpy=p"
SILAS says ;; "leave blank or copy&&paste what i put in yours"

[*code]now copy&&paste it all and put it here[/code*]

^ take out the *'s in your post.

[silas elias ashford]

this is where the wires connect
&& the calls are made

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