Post by raven ella renn on Jul 26, 2010 19:22:19 GMT
show me love, show me love
'till i'm screaming for more.
'till i'm screaming for more.
raven has been alone except the friendship that she has slowly formed with draco malfoy. they do not get along the greatest, but they understand each other. both of them chose different paths in their loyalties, and support each other emotionally. even so, she bashes draco's behavior and does not approve of it. all that she has done in the past is bash people's behaviors to them and to other people. the truth has always been what she has used to separate them from the inner truth that she feels inside. but, she feels like she is slipping as the big battle is getting closer, and she wishes to try to remain a snake in the grass.
her identity is starting to slip though, and she feels like she might accidentally tell people the truth. tell them that she is on the side of the one who lived and that there are other big dangers. that there are people other than voldemort that want power. this would be her doom if someone ever slipped this secret, and even if she only told one person, it could be her demise. raven is very aware of this. even more aware than dumbledore would hope any child to be. now that she trusts draco somewhat and found a man that looks amazing to her, her emotions are starting to get the better of her. she wants to let go of it, to lose that burden. the girl wants to be normal, and to live a normal life.
balthazar is that person, and over time, she starts to feel like she wants to tell him everything, to tell him the truth. about the fact that her mother and savannah talk often. that they both are on a similar plane of thought. the only difference is her mother has had years of magical practice in the dark arts due to her age (and her not being a seer). they do not talk of what is going on in front of her, but she has suspicions of savannah's connection to her mother and voldemort. raven keeps it all a secret though, sparing her life and her father's. but, one day she slips to balthazar. balthazar does not tell anyone about it, and keeps it a tight secret, but she starts to want to trust more people after that.
her mother has been the one that has been causing the magical creature deaths after voldemort in the forbidden forest. she also convinced the ministry to keep the laws about magical creatures the same. it gave her free rain, and her chance to try to destroy all intelligent creatures. like voldemort, she does not approve of muggles either and yells about pure-blood origins from the highest tower. though, she is a half-blood herself, and doesn't go after half-bloods at all. she goes against muggle-borns and muggles of any kind. she wishes for muggles to slaves to wizarding kind. her weakness is that she sees children as inferior to herself, and does not see any strength in raven.
now she must keep everything to herself, and even with becoming friends with more people slowly, she cannot warn them. there is no hope for her if she tells people of the impending doom. raven has decided that if she survives, she might be able to end it herself, and make sure that it never happens. the girl's plan is do eventually do her mother in when it is chaotic, so no one will know who did it. people must challenge her want to trust people, and she will be actually relieved when savannah goes on the run. this plot is going to be in a way very connected to tippy's plot so be sure to check that one out.
note: hope you don't mind this rather big plot connecting to your plot at all tippy, if you do let me know.