counting , bodies -- open .

[lourdes sabetta roman]

loser ,

could you move your head? it's blocking the board.

lourdes .

[draco lucius malfoy]

dork,

i believe that’s your ego, not my head.
xx –draco

[lourdes sabetta roman]

ferret ,

you're getting funnier by the minute, draco.

so how are your parents?

lourdes .

[draco lucius malfoy]

whore,
oh yes i know, don’t take it too personally, you know me.
the parents? they’re lovely, already planning the holiday attendees, as always, you’ll be there.
and yours?
xx –draco

[lourdes sabetta roman]

bigger whore ,

yes, yes. i do know you. unfortunately.

and ah, lovely. i cannot wait to spend more time with you, draco! it'll be an honor, really.

my parents are great, thank you for asking. so, i know this'll be a little awkward to ask you and all but have your parents talked to you about the ceremony for you know what?

lourdes .

[draco lucius malfoy]

i’ve run out of names,
who are you trying to kid, you love me.

who’s teaching sarcasm this year? mcgonagall? she’s not succeeding.

of course they haven’t, dad is all for it i know that, but mum seems to be a bit nervous, so they’ve been keeping quiet about it. how about yours?
xx –draco

[lourdes sabetta roman]

draco ,

oh my chocolate frogs. how did you find out? i thought i wasn't obvious. i am so embarrassed.

i'd get an outstanding on my sarcasm NEWTs.

my parents have been a lot more pushy lately. they keep telling me to join the dueling club because i need to perfect my dueling skills for 'later'. they're being bleak but i know what they want me to become. they keep telling me next year will be my year and not to disappoint them.

lourdes .

[draco lucius malfoy]

lourdes,
that’s okay, you have every other girl in this school to talk about me with, we all know they love me too.

perfection is just your forte i suppose.

i swear if i hear the ‘don’t fail our family name’ speech one more time, i’m going to jump off a cliff. i haven’t fucked it up yet, i’m pretty sure i can continue that. have they told you to stick close to snape? that’s what my father keeps going on about, which makes no bloody sense to me.
xx –draco

[lourdes sabetta roman]

draco ,

i've actually started a fan club with a few of them and we're going to iron on a picture of your face on a shirt and write 'i <3' above it and wear it under our robes everyday. we're quite dedicated.

i know. i am just perfect. you wish you were me. it's ok. a lot of people do. i'm just so beautiful, smart, strong, great at quidditch, great at everything really.

if i had a knut for everytime they lectured me on not disappointing them and ruining the family name, i would be as rich as hepzibah smith. and they have mentioned staying close to snape and not to get too buddy buddy with any other teacher. they say it's not safe to trust anybody. i know what my parents are, i think everybody does by now and i'm nervous to see what'll happen. i don't think i could ever kill someone.

lourdes .

[draco lucius malfoy]

lourdes,
really? i’m honored, deeply honored. perhaps if i say hello to you in class one day, you might pass out? that’d be a sight.

lourdes, really darling you don’t have to describe me and compliment me more then you already do, i know that i’m handsome, smart, strong, great at quidditch, great at everything really. but thank you for reminding me, it was ever helpful.

i wouldn’t worry about the last part, i haven’t heard much yet about anything big starting between the two parties, i’m trying to forget about it really, i have other things to worry about. i’m just sick of being told what to and not to do .
xx –draco

[lourdes sabetta roman]

draco ,

everytime i throw the note at your big, blonde head i get weak in the knees. this is like a dream come true. i could never ask for anything better. i can finally die in peace knowing i've talked to you. after class, i'm going to run along and tell all of my fanclub friends and they'll be so jealous of me.

pfftttt. you are far from perfect. i, on the other hand, am like a goddess.

well after he killed that kid cedric, i'm sure they're planning something big. i'm just a little worried they'll expect something out of me that i can't do. you seem to be taking this so easy. i barely sleep at night. nightmares.

lourdes .

[draco lucius malfoy]

lourdes,
my big blonde head? love, i thought we went over this, that’s your ego. i bet they will, you should show them this letter, i mean i did touch it afterall.

goddess? really? psh. okay.

i can’t help but be calm, i mean i know this is big, and what’s happening is pretty important but it’s not like i can change any of it. i’ve accepted that, that’s what i’m going to become, whether i want to or not, i have to carry out the family name.
xx –draco

[lourdes sabetta roman]

draco ,

i will cherish these notes for forever. i'll ask to be buried with them too, my only important life posessions obvz.

exactly why you love me ever so much and have a shrine dedicated to me in your closet back home!

very true, but sometimes i feel as though this isn't really what i want to do. i'm kind of scared. i don't think i'd be a good follower of him.

lourdes .

[draco lucius malfoy]

lourdes,
good to know, hopefully you’ll die a happy woman now

oh yes of course i do, it’s almost exactly like the one you have of me in your closet back home, right in front of all those shoes.

it’s not like we have a choice though lourdes, i mean do you really think i want to be a follower of him? i’m only doing it to uphold the family name. i can’t fail. try not to worry about it, in all reality we’ll be in it together, and when have i let you get hurt?
xx –draco