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Post by Kyraina Smith on Aug 3, 2009 19:52:12 GMT
 Kyraina rubbed her eyes of sleep and tears as she moved down the stairs drunkenly from the girl's dorms. She had fallen asleep almost 5 hours ago, but couldn't sleep anymore and had started down the stairs hoping to find her lost notebook which she remembered she had thrown at Draco's head. When she entered the common's she saw by the light of the fireplace that her notebook was now on the table and had been bent back and looked at, "Oh shit..." scared knowing that at least Pansy had looked at it or Daphne knowing the two girls couldn't resist a bit of gossip, but...but what if..., "Oh god no..." Tears fell from her eyes again anger, tiredness and sadness flowing all into one. If he had seen it he'd know she was absolutely head over heels for him. He'd know about the abuse from her parents for not wanting to join the Dark Lord...He'd see all the depression she wrote about.
She shook carefully as she collapsed onto the couch allowing the shadows around her to dance and the flames to sing as they crackled, "damnit... If i hadn't thrown the notebook in the first place I wouldn't have to worry about this..." She opened up the notebook right to a journal entry from a week before they had returned to hogwarts this year:
Dear notebook,
God I'm sooooooooooo excited to be heading back to hogwarts... only one more week and I'll be back to the comfort of school books which I can bury myself in to forget the bruises and concussion I faced this summer which... being in a muggle area wouldn't have a doctor who could fix it automatically and my parents wouldn't take me anywhere to even get help... then of course I couldn't fix it still being a student... they use it always to their advantage to be able to beat me and try and knock sense into me.... I told them... I told them how much I really cared for Draco... they just laughed at me calling me foolish for even thinking I was worthy of such a high standing boy and they were right... how could I compare to someone who comes from a family as rich and as perfect as his... Well anyways i best go...need to get some sleep and hope my broken rib will heal soon... though I know because i won't get any medical help it won't... I can barely breath notebook it hurts so much... but I know I can't show it or they'll hurt me more...well whatever
Night,
KyKy
Kyraina sighed and touched the tear stained page, "hmph... well whatever I..." She hears someone coming into the room, "Whos there?" |
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Post by draco lucius malfoy on Aug 3, 2009 22:28:20 GMT
d r a c o malfoy * i see your dirty face, high behind your collar. what is
done in vain, truth is hard to swallow. so you pray to god,
to justify the way you live a lie. live a lie, live a lie.
and you take your time, and you do your crime.
well you made your bed, i’m in mine . draco groaned as he turned sleeplessly in his bed again. this was what the fourth night in a row that he couldn’t sleep? he had almost gotten use to starring up at the ceiling for hours until the sun rose. he contemplated doing it again, but quickly changed his mind. he sat up swiftly, and placed his bare feet on the cool floor, staring down at the floor to stop the blood from rushing to quickly to his head. once he felt stable, he padded his way to door, and opened it quietly. he closed it with a soft thud, and glided down the stairs one at a time.
he figured if he couldn’t sleep, there was no reason to stay huddled up in his room staring at the damn ceiling. he had already memorized where every spot, crack and stain was. there was no use in staring at it again. he figured he’d stare at the fire for a bit, and if it put him to sleep, lovely. if not, he’d travel down to the kitchens, or around the grounds till morning.
he was surprised when he stepped off the bottom step and heard the crackling of the fireplace. he had made sure it was out before he went to bed. that meant someone else was up. ”who’s there?”said a female voice. he sighed before walking into the common room completely. “just draco” he said, coming around to the sitting area. he noticed it was kyraina and gave her a weak smile, before plopping in the arm chair, much how they were hours earlier.
word count 273
outfit: his robes
credit: becca.x @ CAUTION 2.0
notes:this sucks. |
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Post by Kyraina Smith on Aug 3, 2009 22:45:04 GMT
Kyraina listened for a moment as no one came out and then finally they did and she blushed as Draco came into view. As he went and plopped down across from her like he had been earlier she sighed her face still stained with tears. She sniffled lightly letting him know she had been crying and smiled slowly at his smile, "Hey Draco...couldn't sleep either?" She then looked down at her journal closing it, "I see you guys took a nice look at my journal... and no i'm not angry its my own fault for pitching it at you guy's earlier hope you enjoyed all my secrets...bet you just loved hearing that i'm basically beaten to death each summer by my father and degraded by my mom..." Tears sprang anew from her eyes and she covered her eyes for a moment and then pulled her legs against her chest and looked up again sighing.
"I know a witch shouldn't be able to be hurt like this... especially a Slytherin witch...I'm pathetic I know... which is why you probably laughed at me really really liking you or as my notebook said being basically in love..." She put a hand to where her ribs had broken and not but barely healed a few weeks ago thanks to madam pomfrey who had thought she had just done something while on the train or something not actually been beaten, "I admire your family soooooooo much... I know that may seem weird, but I've always found them to be what I want to have... your father's a very interesting man though not many agree with me on that... Your mother... she's just a beauty... and then you..." Kyraina looks over at Draco her eyes wet with tears, "Your everything I want... I may look ridiculous and stupid for saying things like this... and I know I'm not your type at all, but I think from the moment I saw you comfront those idiots of Weasley, Granger and Potter...I just admired and adored you so much... always from afar of course that is till now..." She turned her head towards the fire as she smiled and pushed her fingers around on her notebook.
She began to hum slowly and then looked back up at Draco, "I know i'm babbling on like a idiot... I came down looking for my notebook and because I couldn't sleep...I've been sitting here for a while just watching the fire... It's so calming... I'm sorry if I shouldn't have said any of what I said, but of course it's not like you already didn't know this stuff right? I mean I know someone was in my notebook I made it so that when I open it it will flatten out and look as good as new, but when someone other then myself touches it by opening it and looking at it I know... the only three around were you, Daphne and Pansy and I know both those girl's could never resist gossip so I'm pretty sure even if you weren't into looking at it they read it alloud..."
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